Archive for April, 2012

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Step 64 of 228

April 26, 2012

Is this even real? Sometimes it seems like I’m in a dream It sounds so unlikely that we’ve driven this far across the country. C also reports feeling like maybe he’ll wake up at home in bed any minute. I think one of the most difficult parts is knowing that we aren’t even halfway done. It is going to be a long time before we wakeup in our bed.

Today is the first day C seriously mentioned flying back to California after we visit his family. We could be home in six or ten hours.

Today, we reached Virginia, finally returning to a state that has an ocean. Where once** upon a time, a 6.5 hour drive to the ocean would have seemed much, much to far, now that seems relatively close.

** “Once” would have been last Saturday. It truly seems like that was weeks, maybe months, ago.

Last night’s hotel in Memphis was ok, we should have switched rooms when we got there. On the street with a tram rumbling by under it and right next to the elevator and across from the ice machine, the location was a triumvirate of suck. But the room was big and not too loud, and we were so wiped when we got there. We went to sleep ridiculously early but woke up pretty early too.

Checking in today, we specified non-freeway, far from the elevator. But when I went to move the car, I couldn’t find the room again. After trying several doors, I texted C and he told me. So now we know to ask for a quiet room, away from everything, that also has the room number 224 because I can’t remember any new ones.

Anyway, we finished the bulk of crossing the continent. Tomorrow’s drive to DC is a relatively short one. And while it isn’t a beach Chesapeake Bay is my introduction to the Atlantic Ocean.

I suppose it is time to reflect a little before we start touristing all the national monuments and Smithsonian museums. I guess if we fly back, I’ll be a little sad. This trip has been tough with the driving and mixed bag of hotels. A good night’s sleep has a huge influence on my enjoyment of the next day’s drive. Sleep is the difference between drudgery and adventure.

When the trip has been adventure, I’ve had a lot of fun. I’ve gotten excited about Minneapolis and Yellowstone. And the wide open spaces had been addictive so I’d like to see more; lake country has the possibility of awe and so does Yogi Bear’s home. And then there is North Dakota, a state that is a dark horse, I just don’t know much about it.

On the other hand, the possibility of being home (cue warm and safe and home! music) is incredibly enticing. I wouldn’t say I’m exactly homesick but I do miss the pets. I even miss working a bit. Though I do like writing instead.

But step 64 of 228? That is less than one third of the way through… and going by days, we’ve only been gone 5 days but will be gone for 26 so that is only 20% of the way though. That is so long from now. I’ll be pretty homesick by then. Unless I am having a really grand adventure.

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More later, maybe

April 26, 2012

I’ll try to post more later but to keep you amused while I eat dinner (and finish one or two of the longer posts that I started in the car), here is a picture of me introducing myself to the Mississippi River this morning.

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Try our new frozen hot chocolates

April 26, 2012

We used 15.245 gallons going 356 miles. We spent $54.87 refilling. I’d tell you where but I have no idea, somewhere in Tennessee between Memphis and Knoxville.

The oxymoronic frozen hot chocolates were advertised at DQ, across the parking lot. I’m curious but not enough to actually find out.

We are keeping an eye on the weather as severe thunderstorms are forecasted in our path.

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Pop psych and awe

April 25, 2012

When I was in high school, my mom brought home a pop psych quiz that was supposed to tell you all about yourself. Though I don’t think my answers have changed much since then, et’s take it together…

1. What is your favorite animal? List three reasons why this animal is your favorite.

Easy! My favorite animal is the platypus because it is odd. And even though it is odd, everybody likes them partially because it is odd. The third reason is harder, I’m torn between liking them for their extra sense (they have some sort of electical sensing apparaturs that helps them hunt for small creatures in the water) or their hidden, nearly unknown lethality. Those venemous spurs are not good for anyone that tries to piss off the platypus. I guess the third reason is that they have secret super powers, something I very much respect.

2. What is your favorite color? List three reasons why.

This is harder, I shift between green and blue. But it has been a blue-is-my-favorite day so let’s go with that. I like a nice, true blue, medium dark. It is my favorite because it is serene, deep and strong.

3. What is your favorite type of body of water? Three reasons why.

No question here, the ocean is my favorite. I love the awe it inspires, the incredible beauty and the raw inevitable power.

Since I don’t really remember what things are supposed to mean, I won’t be able to interpret the answers for us but I recall the last answer shocking my (not-at-all puritanical) mother.

The awe and terror of the ocean is a constant in my life. When things go badly, it is to the ocean I want to go to be reassured that life will go on. I want to see something so much bigger than myself with a permanence that i feel deep in my bones. The ocean makes me feel insignificant and yet connected to the world.

The ocean represents life to me but also the erosion associated age and death. The ocean giveth and the ocean taketh away. And, like the waves, it is inevitable and neither good nor bad, it just is. And that is ok. The crystal-clear moments of perfectnes in my life? Almost all of them happened at the beach or on a pier.

I was surprised to find the same awesome beauty in the Mohave desert. The vast hugeness is part of it. In April, the Mohave is mostly brown with tufts of green; different colors of green though: the blue green of nearly seaweed, the brown green and silver gray, the yellow-green, and the brown-green. Oh, there is too much brown fo rme to want to stay there but it is amazing to see. And incredible to think that settlers coming to California had to cross this nearly alien landscape. As we drove across, C said that this is what the bottom of the ocean must look like. Tufts of grass, seaweed green and red plants growing higher. Life is here, you can feel it, but it is subtle and quiet about it.

But the Mohave isn’t a pretty place. Pretty is such an insipid word compared to desert, just as it is when applied to the ocean. The Mohave has the raw power of the ocean for me. And the feeling of insignificance.

C said he felt that way but just for a moment or two. For me, it was much longer though not the never-ending feeling I can get from the ocean (though driving by the ocean doesn’t do it for me so this comparison is weak).

The Painted Desert gave me this feeling of awe but C says not so much. And the Meteor Crater was neat but didn’t have it. Yesterday, after a bad night’s sleep and driving through Texas, all I thought about was how everything looked like a cartoon and I was sure to see Wile E. Coyote soon. Today had the lovely green and the trees but no awe. My response when I saw the Mississippi? I thought it would be bigger.

I worry that I’m maybe a little addicted to the feeling. I don’t know where to get the next fix. I bet Washington DC has some spots that will induce the feeling but will man-made monuments feel real enough? I’ve only gotten it from wild things, big things.

 

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Adventures in a large field

April 25, 2012

This morning, as I walked up, the nice lady at Fairfield Inn check in counter said, “Good morning!”

Me: “Hello, I want to go for a walk before I get back in the car, is it ok to wander around that field out back?”

NLAFICIC: “Oh yes, no problem at all.” (This statement had some unidentifiable accent.) (No, no, I’m sure it was her who had an accent, not me. What do you mean, I’m the foreigner here?)

Me (smiling): “Excellent. In California, wandering around can mean rattlesnake but it looks too wet out there for them.” (In fact, it looked like ten football fields, all strewn about haphazardly.)

NL: “Oh no, the worst you’ll see out there is a field mouse or two.”

We laughed and I went off for a walk.

I didn’t see the promised field mouse. If I had, I would have squeaked loudly and, then, if that didn’t scare it away, tried to take its picture. I don’t know why I would have screeched, something about creatures startling me. But maybe I wouldn’t have. We’ll never know now.

Oklahoma City is, as the song notes, mighty pretty. There is green everywhere atop that beautiful red soil. And walking in a field means that every step releases a cloud of winged creatures that fly up for a second and settle back down. As the butterfly or cricket or whatever landed, I’d see a new plant. It looked like grass from far away, but up close, there were weeds of all varieties. And if those are Oklahomian dandelions, with their adorable daisy shaped heads, then I’m jealous.

And then I turned my ankle. The field looked like a football field but it is actually rough under the mowed seemingly flat grass. But I didn’t get hurt so I wandered on, being more careful to watch where I was stepping.

The wind blows a lot here. It is a physical force, pushing me one way and another. It makes the clouds incredible. As I looked back at the hotel, I worried a bit about the weather we’ll see today. Yesterday was so warm and clear, like a California September, I admit to whining a bit. I don’t want to see a tornado or anything but we almost never see lightning at home. As I walked and watched, the clouds went from small to towering to small again.

And then I turned my ankle, rejoiced it wasn’t injured and then swore to myself to watch were I was walking. The ground was very pretty. I came across a river-let. There is so much water here. And that red soil again, it makes the mud pretty. There is so much water here. It is just everywhere. And the everything is surrounded by grass with no sidewalks at all, no one must walk anywhere. That is odd, it is so pretty but lots of things are different.

Including the bird calls. The birds here are different. I think that must be a long tailed swallow, it had a very long tail, a strange shape to me, nothing like the birds in Californis. And that little black bird says something different than it does at home, more of a chickchick than a peeppeep. Dialects are so funny.

Argh, this time I twisted my knee. Maybe I should tell the nice lady at the counter that the field is quite dangerous indeed. I’m ok but had to switch to blacktop.